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2011-10-31T09:04:00.001-07:00

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2010-09-02T01:39:00.000-07:00

school was awesome , as usual , cpa was my ferst period . paqy2 buta da kene cpa . sleepy youh know . so after cpa test , i have to go for time-out program . biase laa budak^budak yq selalu tk peqy skola , niy lah nasib nyer . nvm , atleast at there ive got yanabarney :DD my one & only dearest cuzzin . sweet tk shasha ? . i know . cehh2~ . so raye is coming . tk sabar nk celebrate . iam wearinq pink for the ferst day , so saper2 aqy pink ? high-5 ! . tmr qonna be the last day of school . enjoy !!! . i lioke . after den 1 week holiday . mummy , cook nice dishes today plish . coz iam soo hungry . iam gonna eat alot wen breakfast later on . currently chattinq with mamat ashaari , yanabarneyy . . sorry if i never reply ur mcq or picked up any one calls rite now . for the tyme beinq , i wanna relax . so next week was planning to breakfast with dearest friends .. hopefully all cn make it :DD . today heading to hougang i think . kay iam done blogging :DD . love ya all :DD

2010-09-01T08:30:00.000-07:00

they are back on track :DD , hooray .. i lioke it . kay dearest , sorry for not updating my dirty blog , ive been bz with friends & family . currently not in the mood , bcoz something happen . i'll be ok without youh , insyallah . with friends & family beside me to give me support , insyallah i cn . :DD . qonna update tmr aites . not in the mood .

2010-08-14T22:55:00.000-07:00

iam back:D
ferstly thanks to all who attend yesterday & support PSD :D , i wanna thanked abyBABY , ikaa IZZUENIA & PARENTS, FILZAH ,anuar KAZUMA ARUYOO , Hyraa, yanaBARNEYY , roni alfiee , ahpeekk ,eryn, edora , fyeeza, kak dee & family :D , hopefully u enjoy our dance yesterday . sorry kalau tk dpt layan . kecoh lur . miss i semua kwn2 saye . hopefully nary dpt amik qambar nan krqkrq oke ? kan ikaa ? hehe:D , qonna watch tt today . wanna relax . penat ler. & dearest cousin , frankly speaking i miss youh , yesterday wen i saw u iam about to cry but i try to control myself i dont wanna cry infront of soo many people . i miss the tyme we share our problems with each other , i wanna turn back the tyme . nvm oke ? i will always love youh forever you .

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faasayanq : deq , da link shyq:D
zhieshake: zhiee , shasha da link kamu dearest:D

2010-07-16T18:22:00.000-07:00

gonna celebrate yanabarneyy , ibu maria & my burfday . hooray . excited . so sema qet ready main sabosabo .saper yq tinqqal derah juronq . du come down oke ? qot sapto show somemore . dont regret oke? hehe . so saper2 yq nampak sha di sane , tegur oke ? (:. will upload all the photos by tmr ayye . (:

2010-07-12T03:03:00.000-07:00

out with dearest parents & also my step family . i thought they were just qoing sentosa & take pictures at universal studio , but i was wrong . drq ajak sha tqk movie kat theatre . live cehh the show . tk leh dilupekan saye(: waduh . its is so fun , my best burfday ever, i was soo lucky . had a great tyme , there's alot more picas at my fb . so do see . & sha baru kenal orq baru taw . kak syafiqah nye boyfriend , abg faris . oke laa . de peramah (: hopefuly krq kekal (: insyallah . & thanks to all for the wish oke ?& not forgetting thanks mama(x mom) for the cake. it is soo nice(: & qonna have second celebration on 17 july at jurong point park . from 12.00pm-9.30pm (beside juronqpoint) , with sapto show on that day (: jom kiter sabo2 , not forgetting it's yanabarney & ibu maria celebration too oke ? soo enjoy the pictures oke? n yea like wad people say iam gonna be happy eventhough u are not with me boy . iam not turninq back boy . so sorry .

2010-06-30T04:02:00.000-07:00

went to northpoint with them currently missinq dem . hmm . sha on mc . sedih cehh . meetinq them tmr oke derest friends (: the kecorable friend (: ahahahaha.da start elective module ? waduh. sha kene course animation . merepek per . tkpetkpe . just for 8 weeks jee . hehehs . so after blogginq sha nk qy qeylang . tmr qonna meet my dearest uncle :( , ill pray hard that ure oke . qet well soon ayah . really miss youh . tc oke ? better eat ur medicine .

2010-06-23T05:25:00.000-07:00

haixx . here iam still thinking bout u . hopefully chupi tydo lenyak without kak sha oke ? kalau monday kak sha alik skola ill qo & visit u kt uma ibu oke ? dont worry . oh god , kuatkan haty ku ini . whye am i like this . mayb i miss hym so badly . i miss hys hug n laughter for sure . dont worry shasha he's qonna be oke.

2010-06-22T12:55:00.000-07:00

dearest~
its 3.56am & know wad . iam still awake ? everyone has gone to bed . wad about me ? erm . nvm . soon after this kayy . currently chattinq with MamatNeeko . erm . hows ur love life huh ? jaqe eka baik2 oke ? shes pretty . dont ever hurt her just like dat oke? hmm .. hopefully oke . i wanna c u happy . yesh just now i saw u . nk nanqis juqak , tapy nk bwadper . life has to move on kan ? u too alright . wads past left it behind oke ? dont think too much , i know u cn find a better person than me . insyallah dengan berkat tuhan . dont be too sad coz if the 1 u love has someone else , if shes yours , 1 day she will come back to you . dats yours forever . oke ? qet it ? . dont think too much . iam here supportinq u wenever u nid help oke ? yesh i miss u . saper uhq yq tk ryndu x oi . hahah . kaykay wadever uh shasha . shufi! cpt bqn taw bsk , kiter main playground kat bwh . hahahhaa . saje jee shasha niy . erm . mamat ! u wanna change rite ? from bad to qood rite ? insyallah u cn . dont give up . i wanna c the old mamat that i used to be with . erm . dont ever hurt anyone animore . enough oke ? believe in karma . so think wisely before anythinq happen oke ? kaykay . i qtq rite now(:

2010-06-21T05:24:00.000-07:00

show was great . wow . we can do better next tyme (: dont worry PSD(: . but wadever it is yesterday i enjoy it (: let the pictures do the tokin . i have no mood to blog(:

2010-06-02T21:40:00.000-07:00

maner jee de eyh , selalu nyer niy tyme de da on9 taw :D . mayb later . ahzan , cpt uhr on9 , & jqn luper update blog tuh . jangan jady pemalas . hahaha .. ahzan tk habis nan bantal de , okeoke . dont wanna tok about it , nnty ahzan marah tawukk :D . ahzan , bgn uhr . tydo ajee, atlast mcq juqak ehh niy anak , da bgn pon :D . hooraayyy !

so later on qonna qo for my dance practice , wow ! mcm jauh qitu ehh . i dont wanna qo tired men ! , but i dont wanna miss those new steps . so fetch my cuzz later on and woodlands cc here we come:D . i love dancinq:D . but haiish . i nid to catch up soon all the steps . cn i ? hopefully ..
tmr gonna slip over my adq saudare yq kecoh . sumpah shes very the kecoh .. imish her terribly . padahal baru 1 hary tk jumpe . hahah . okeoke .. i update tmr olrite:D .

2010-05-25T05:05:00.000-07:00

look up * kiyut kan ? tu uhr bestfriend sha & dqn matair de(: , lastlonq ayye friend ?waduh , its been soo long , sha tk update , so lets start . tmr qonna qet my result . so scared you know (: . i cn confirm . my maths fail for sure . iam not confident (: . so currently chattinq with dearest bestfriend nurfaiqah , i miss her alot , you know , meet you real soon. share our love story , bestbest . nowadays , been bz wit school's . so last sat , follow daddy to watch hys show (: great show daddy, after den , watch sapto . da lambat taw , sedih cehh . tetap cn tqk , ryndu sapto show tawuk . this friday qonna slip over adqyanabarneyy house hooray , shasha ryndu tilam kt sane! ibu ! i miss your house ((: c ya soon . hehes .

2010-05-11T03:23:00.000-07:00

sorry for not updatinq my blog , been bz wit xam , so the last went to watch sinqa baronq with parents & last min fcar nk ikot. reached there , not even 1 of my cuzz or my friend is there , so stay for about 3o min den went to eat at one of the shop . oke uh kan makan de , power (: . after den off to home sweet home ,sent ahbq to hys girlfriend house coz hys qurlfriend decide to have a small burfday party for hym . after den we off home (: about 1 am , its ahbq burfday , so decide to make surprised for hym , kaykay , senanq2 ckp malay (: sha niy bukan baqus sanqat dlm enqlish kan . de bukak pintu jee kiter pekik happy burfday (: . dats all , let the picas do the tokin .(:

2010-05-05T01:10:00.000-07:00

dearest ~
qy skola penat , btw sha masih sakit . kecian kan ? . iam missinq somebody rite now . btw izit a dream or wad dat he say am he's last lover & iam the one he cnt forget ? wow . i like it . make sure tis tyme u wont repeat ur mistake , but i wont put to much hope oh hym , but wait iam still sinqle oke . kiter cume nqh pikir tk tahu nk ke tknk . de pon masih ader shyq seseoranq . so nk buat aper kan . sabar jee uh. nary skool happy cehh . seriously . i love it . ((:

2010-05-02T10:09:00.000-07:00

dearest ~
just came back from telung . great show telung . pipi kasy sha pisanq . kecoh uh kamu. haha . duduk2 nan ikaa n family . best taw . kecoh . after den yanabarneyy came , hehes . sanqqop ehh deq kau naik teksi . haha . currently chattinq wit my adq . waduh

yanabarneyy : waduh . dont be sad . u nid to be stronq . lyke in a sudden u miss hym . i know how u feel , hope 1 day he will changed. & realised how much u have sacrifice for hym . mayb now hes still enjoyinq but . tuhan maha kaya lagy maha pengasih . doa jee kayy . no one cn understand hym accept u deq . i know u are stronq enough to go through all this . not only hym kat dunia de . aqy banyak tinqqal tunqqu kan adq . cume u wont know , until 1 day nanty . hes now happy , dhen u ? suffer this pain by ur own without anyone knowinq? u cnt do this deq . u cant . iam here deq . talk to me if u want , i dont wanna c my adq sad oke ? u were the 1 whos always qiven me suppot wen i broke out wit mamat . thanks deq. u too . if u read this cool down oke ?

2010-04-19T06:45:00.000-07:00

` sha & ikaa

hey , DAADA here .. updating blog fer kak sha ...

sorrie fer the blur picture .. all abve happened on the (17/4)

at woodlands .. watching k.kepang (jran sembrani) wif adq daada ..

kay lahh , enuf2 ... gtg , bye ..

* kak daa dh update fer u .. hehe , thanx.. fer trusting me and gve me

ur personal acct ..

2010-04-17T20:40:00.000-07:00

ohh yeah .. here i am blogginq , tired man , after this qoing werk . waduh . tired tawukk. tkpe2 carik duit , hehes . so yesterday , went to watch kudakepanq with parents & adqdaada follow us at amk saw alot of familiar faces , izat & aichaaelmo . so me n daada sit with aichaa , so the kecoh .after den saw mamatchocky . de dtq tempat sha suruh lap muke de . terkejot saye . hahaha . btw mamat , sha ader video tyme mamat mabok . heh. after den , we went woodland turon jee u know who i saw ? of coz mamatsiaoarhsiao . anqqap mcm tk pernah kenal de . saw meet ikaa , filzah & my beloved adq saudare (yanabarneyy). best taw . after den home sweet home . so let the picas do the tokin . tired of typing . heh .

2010-04-16T21:15:00.001-07:00

wanna know somethinq ? shasha ader kwn baru taw ally ((: lawa taw de . soo sweet . hope to know her more . stay pretty shyq((: n lastlonq nan cicak okayy .

2010-04-13T02:35:00.000-07:00

if ure decide to read my blog , i just wanna say ,. muhammad AKA : mamat siao arh siao . iam here slowly movinq on . but iam still findinq the best replacement . mayb u thought iam movinq on & iam happy wit my life but at this moment of tyme only qod knows okay how i suffer . i just want you to come back & realised you have done soo many sins towards ur family . du u realised ? du you know how ur lil sister &lil brother miss u ? du you care ? you're selfish mamat . dont think bout yourself plish . dont regret later on . pernah tk mamat terlintas untuk pikir selame niy aperh nenek & daada da buat untuk buat mat happy everysinqle minute of your life ? wad happen until u didn't want to come back . wad had happen ? everybody loves you believe me . wadever u did to ur grandparents , mamat tetap akan diampun walau sejahat maner . after we broke up , i thought u qonna change to a better person , but then my thoughts is wronq u change from bad to worse , whye ? u promise me u qonna change n be a better person . but then where's ur words & promise towards me ?i dont care bout us . coz i know ure happy now dhen before rite ? yesh , serious tokin , iam missinq u . ask ur family how i much u . but then i dont wanna show u iam weak without you . but i cant deny . i really cant forget bout u, i dont know whye am i still waitinq & keep waitinq & here still lovinq u eventhough i've been hurt for soo many times . mayb you dont realised it . dont you come back wen iam already forgotten bout u every sinqle thinq . whenever u are rite now . think hundred tyme before u regret ok .

2010-04-13T02:28:00.000-07:00

here's the overdue picas wen sapto keluaran . hehees .enjoy (:

2010-04-13T02:20:00.000-07:00

hey readers . sorry for not updatinq my dirty blog, iam soo bz with my werk & also school . hehes , so here iam , sunday , went to watch sarkas kt circuit road . sat with sapto's .. best2 taw ((: . kk let the picture do the tokin , hehes .

2010-03-19T06:26:00.000-07:00

currently webcam with adqmyra tershyq , feeGundu . kt keje leh main comp best kan ? hehe ((:

fee: sabar kayy ? i know . kiter duh same kan ? da uh u can feel wad i feel rite now ? sha aqy sedih taw fee, da kiter sesame doa . insyallah kiter lehh move on kayy. i know how u feel . so tabah ok .

2010-03-19T06:12:00.000-07:00

wednesday : werk . after den meet myra(x-boyfiee sister ) .she fetched me outside werk . so sweet of her kan ?dats y i love her soo muchiee(: follow her to maksu house at bedok . fun babe . at times yesh , feel sad . coz i miss hym badly if only he knew . nvm , soo chatted with 1 of their cuzz . shasha (dian natasha) . pretty tawukk . i love them alots((: , at about 9 tyme to come back home . so after den nenek text me & say maksu say shasha cantik & manis . alah2 . thanks maksu . memalukan . hehe . shasha malu taw(: cehh . kk dats all(: qonna watch kudakepanq tmr(: hooray (:

2010-03-19T06:07:00.000-07:00

watched kudakepanq (: sat wit sapto's qerek taw((: (overdue picas)

2010-03-16T22:32:00.000-07:00

u left me alone in the dark aqain for the second tyme . dearest x-boyfiee , yesh i put too much hope on youu . ur family is there for me . thanks to them . hope now ure hapy wit the one u really love dearest . iam here still standinq stronq . eventhough it hurts a million times . u break my heart into pieces i will owaes forgive u & wait for u to come bcak & really change , mayb not now , in the future . we cant predict the future rite . i love the tyme we spent . i miss the tyme u tydo kaan i kt phone . remember this . u are always in my heart even if i die . god only know how hurt i am rite now . & how i miss u .. i wanna kiss ur forehead for the last tyme x-boyfiee . sometimes yesh , i hate u bcoz u have done soo many thinq that hurt me . but whatever it is ur always on my mind . thanks for beinq there thru ups & down mamat . tc of urself kay :( iam always here waitinq for u/.

thanks to mamat family seriously . without u i think ive qave up on hym . thanks for the support from each of the single of you .

2010-03-07T03:34:00.000-08:00

overdue picas . enjoy !

2010-03-07T03:25:00.000-08:00

iqnore my face . haha . haz uh niee . suruh tqk lelaki . nasib mamat tk ada . hahah

went to watch telung yesterday ! saw my hero :D . soo kiyut & handsome .tok to ikaa , haz, filzah , nana , yanabarney , & saw meera too . miss her tawu ? all the way wit adq myra tershyq ( boyfiee sister ). kk let the picas do the tokin .

2010-03-07T03:10:00.000-08:00

currently . camwore wit my cutest adk saudare . soo kiyut ! gonna do a proper post soon :D

2010-03-03T04:01:00.000-08:00

so tired man ! just came back from tournament , my leg injured . seriously . sha kene slide nan opponent kk nvm adat ehh :d . so we gonna have our third match on monday . we nid to won pisanq ! . so lets talk bout sat :D . wen to watch saptokia ! best tawuk ! happy sanqat2 . but dhen in tymes sad pasal tqk tkde my shyq . tkpe2 tetap sapto bagus ehh . hehe . so sit with adqAnnRabbit , AdqDaada, AdqFcar , Ikaa Izzuenia , Laila . dapat meet drq kejap . tapy tetap best taw. will upload the picas soon, n yeah u know wad ? i saw didicazli . waduh soo hot . sha dapat amik qambar nan dhe ! happy2! . my adqYana mabok dtq pt shasha . kiyut tawukk dhe . adqerraboncet pon same:D hehe .
adqYanaBarney ! : qoonaa qo out togatha soon ayye ! i miss the jokes . soon olrite ? 15 march ok ? hehe . hooray2 . makan pizza ehh ? hehe . qonna buy for her dress :D i love her soo muchiee u know ?hehe .. k done iam tired n i wanna have rest !:D
dearest hero : mamat .cpt2 la sembuh . i miss u like hell cehh . seriously iam soo worried! sorry dearest i cant celebrate . nvm kayy . soon2 :D kiter celebrate
:D byhbyh ! 5 more days to qo . n nenek ! hapy burfdae to youu ! thanks daada & nenek for beinq there while mamat was away that tyme . seriously without u all i think ive gave up on hym . Adq Myra ! i lovvvee u soo muchiee shyq ! . tabah menghadapi masalah ! iam always here !:D . adqAqil u are so kiyut & handsome . meet u soon:D

2010-02-26T07:16:00.000-08:00

currently chattinq nan chacha sartsart & adq yanabarneyy . kecoh uh adq kamukk . hahah . yeah today our tournament went smoothly . alhamdulilah . we draw . insyallah next qame we try to win . ok ? kecoh uh chat nan adq yana . inqat laqyk our soccer teacher kasi kiter teka teki . kenape siput babi jalan lambat ? who knows the answer plish du tag ayye . kk merepek k sha . ok i qtq . nk kene kekasih . nanty kene marah lak . tc readers . byebye . qonna be bz tmr . werkinq from morninq till niqht:D

2010-02-25T04:47:00.001-08:00

hey readers ! hooray . iam tired , just came back from soccer traininq . tmr yishun gonna have tournament . pray hard for us ayye :D . yeah iam scared :D nvm . we gonna play as a team . so yishun , u can do it . & now currently missinq boyfriend soo much ! seriously . hope meet hym soon . thanks to god hys back home safely ! . i & family proud of u dearest ! but plish , tok to nenek . plish du u know she's really missing youu shyq . du u know ? tkmo marah sambil qynie skaly . plish kayy !

k dats all :d

2010-02-23T06:43:00.000-08:00

iam so happy & i cant describe how happy i am rite now . with the one i really2 love . muhammad bin zainudin ! thanks to god for makinq u realised how much i love u & miss youu . i hope ure not gonna repeat ur mistake animore . insyallah . thanks to nenek , atok , adqaqil , adq myra . seriously . now i know how much they love us mamat . comeback home a.s.a.p loveee . ur family miss u like how i miss u . comeback & everythinq qonna be fyne . trust me. ur family really love u dats y they did this to youu . byh pikir alik , tanpe drq ader ke u dalam dunia ini ?tkde byh tkde . nenek & dada jaqe u dary u kecik . btl tk ? they sacrifice every sinqle thinq just for youu . correct ? iam really sad after wad i heard from nenek . u laa harapan nenek . u laa yq tua dalam adq beradeq . blaja alik byh. u nid to support ur siblings bby wen ur grandparents are not there . plish . think carefully .

2010-02-23T06:28:00.000-08:00

click & enlarge to see clearly :D here's all the people who have given me support to tabah kan haty sha . thanks to yanabarneyy , AdqDaada , Adq AichaaElmo ,AdqFaaSayanq, Adq Nellie ,Adq Lina , kakFyqaKencet , Adq AnnEddie , Adq Fcar One & Only , Adq MyraTershyq , IkaaIzzuenia , Filzah , Hazmidah , Ikaa Buyot , Adq ErraBoncet , Adq iyaa , Adq Niyaah ,FeeGundu ,WannieyBestBuddy , KidSiaoArSiao , Fhareha ,Haiqel , MeeraClumsy,Adq Ashaa keai . & not forqettinq , ShashaLoopy Twinney.

thanks to all yer . i really appreaciate ur care . yeah wad ure say is true . sape yq tabah menghadapi masalah akan dpt balasan yq akan membuat nya qembira . & at this point of tyme . shashapooh tk tahu mcm maner laqyk nk ckp thank youu kat krq . seriously . dats all shasha nk ckp . du tag my blog after readinq this ayye krq .

n yeah haiqel: happy burfday to youu ,

happy burfday to youu ,

happy burfday to norhaiqel ! .

happy burfday to youu .

haiqel . happy burfday in advance bestfriend may u & fhareha lastlonq . amin . jage bestfriend aku tu baik2 ok haiqel . krq cinta tk kan habis nyer oii . haha . da besar ehh kau . ahha . fhareha shyq . tabah menghadapi cobaan atau dugaan yq akann melanda nanty . setiap cobaan ader hikmah ayye .

2010-02-21T05:16:00.001-08:00

currently chattinq with adq daada , adqann & adq fcar . they qive me support & help me to be stronq . thanks ayye .soo sweet of them .
click to enlarge the picture . see ? nur umairah mardhiah .
i cried after viewinq ur profile & see this picas . now i realised how much u treasure me adq . seriously . i thought u qonna foqet bout me coz ahbq da tk nan kakak . i promise you wad happen later on in life i will not forqet u & ahbq family . coz they have help me . kak tk tahu aper nk buat , tk terbalas. i love ur family deq . seriously . & ur the best in my xnyer adq . seriously deq . i treat u like my own sister . so bear in mind deq . i love u like i love ahbq . we qonna spent tyme together as soon as ahbq come back ok ?

2010-02-21T01:29:00.001-08:00

muhammad , watch hym yesterday , cried after wipe his face . i miss the tyme he wipe my tears , hopefully u came back to my life & start a new life . we need you rite now . even adq mairah & adq iyaa & not forqettinq adq niyahh. inqat laa sesaat . mcm maner pon family jee yq leh jage mamat . mamat i type tis with tears . comeback soon !

2010-02-21T00:40:00.001-08:00

muke sha buruk . hehe tkmo tqk :D

watched sapto with my loved ones . sit with ikaa family & filzah . hazmidah . while we havinq break tyme . shasha terserempak adq faa SAYANQ & adq aichaaELMO. sorry krq tk dpt amik qambar . lain kaly ok krq? had a qreat2 fun u know:D . finally qet to watch sapto . nk balik nampak the adqadq :D fcar , ann & daada . so sweet taw drq . da sampai jee mcq shasha :D hehe .but at the point of tyme i cried . only certain people know y :D . ok let me continue werkinq olrite . let the picas do the the tokin .

2010-02-16T20:37:00.001-08:00

currently kt hosp , waduh . hopefully mak , ur operation success , iam here prayinq hard eventhough we have just know each other for about 3 months . kak yana , thanks for all tis while beeinq there by myside wen he left me . pelan2 i cn qet over hym. alhamdulilah , but my love still the same . tkpe kayy . ill try my best to b stronq:D . kak yana , kiter pray hard for mak , insyallah dqn berkat tuhan , kiter leh hanya mampu berdoa . i was about to burst into tears after what doctor told us , insyallah . tuhan akan lindunqi nya . oh tuhan ku , lindunqi nya .kami amat mencintai nya ya allah:'( iam happy now coz atlast i cn move on without u by my side, tc whenever u are:D

2010-02-08T03:33:00.000-08:00

muhammad azri aka ahbqku AyieCasperSiao .
thanks for beinq there ahbq . seriously . dhe tinqqal kan adq bulat2 . biar laa aslkan dhe bahaqia . adq akan happy too . ni semua ada hikmah . semoga dhe sedar suatu hary nanty . insyallah . memanq adq tk kuat . tapy aper nk buat . tuhan da duga adq .adq tabah . adq tahu ahbq risau pasal adq . tkmo risau laa . pape jady pt adq , ahbq tqk tqk kan mamat jee . adq da tk tahu mcm maner laqyk nk tahan . dhe happily kak luar adq kt sini merane . memanq biar laa dhe lepaskan adq . bukan satu kaly dhe tipu adq . tapy da banyak uh . adq tknk ckp . nvm ok ahbq , i believe in karma . hope2 karma hit hym back . adq hampir2 hilanq akal after his decision ahbq . seriously , he have no feelinqs ehh ? waduh . btw ahbq tabah menghadapi cobaan nan kakak fyqa kush ok ?

2010-02-06T22:31:00.000-08:00

she's mine one & only adq . n of coz ader dua iyaa & her . hehe . she' always there by myside whenever iam down . thanks deq . serious u meant everythinq . we qonna qo shoppinq k adq ? n yeah . tk sbar deq nk q amk kan2 ? hhe , seriously confirm qonna b a sad day , hopefully i can control my tears there. we qonna qo karoake ok ? hooray :D i like2 . iam qonna release my stress . hehe jlnjln cari ...... u know i know k deq:D . hopefully in the future they came back drq da berubah kayy :D insyallah deq. i love u adq . i know u seems to be sad too coz kakak merane qini . nvm deq . tuhan nk duga kiter . ckter leh tahan tk . adq selalu nasihat kak . thanks deq . denqan berkat tuhan insyallah kak akan stay stronq:D

2010-02-06T21:46:00.001-08:00

read that , he mcq me on sunday morninq at 5 . sayinq: sha . mamat should let sha qo .. mamat da tkleh tahan nan peranqai sha..sha selalu pikir bukanbukan . mamat mintak maaf banyak2 sebab perkara nik .sha , mamat still need u as a fwen . sha whatever it is u r a perfect qirl . tc of urself love you . after dhen , sha received a new mcq . tis is wen i started to cry . he sent me tis mcq:shasha , mamat mintak maaf ,mamat rase mamat jady sinqle selamelamenye laqy baqus .pade mamat kalau ader mataer uat sakit haty & kepala . sha . we will be friends forever ! skaly laqyk mamat mintak maaf . mamat harap sha paham keadaan mamat sekaranq .im lost in this world & stress out . sha i will promise i will npt forqet u . kasy la mamat sementare sinqle . anerh tahu kalau jodoh kami maseh ader mamat akan kemballi bersama shasha.

to youu , : ntaa la mamat , sha tak tahu aper punca sampai kiter jady qynie tk de ribut atau taufan , kiter jady qynie . y ? kenape kiter tk try solve the prob ?wad happened to the old you ? seriously mamat u left me without any feelinqs? wad were u in my shoe? confirm u feel really hurt . u will surely call me bustard tol tk ? nvm i believe in karma . sha hidop merane setiap hary . dulu byle mamat barubaru nan sha . wow semua kata2 kuar . bergununq2 . skq ? ur family really love & miss u du u noe dat ? hopefullly 1 day tuhan akan sedar kan mamat . mmat sha cume nk blq , ure the besest quy i ever had mamat , eventhough it hurts me . but ure the 1 dat i love.. come on mamat tkmo uat keputusan secare mendadak , pikir sebelom buat mamat . i dont want us to qo our own ways , du u realise tmr is our 3 months ? y u did this to me ? du u know i still care for u ? now iam here weak without any one beside me . i force myself to not kol nor mcq u . coz u happy out there . tcmamat . come back kayy :'( i still nid u :'(

2010-02-05T04:33:00.000-08:00

second post for today .
wanna thanks all my dearest for beinq there .
meeradarlinq , wanniey bby ,ikaa izzuenia, kak fyqa , adq yana , fee

meeradarlinq; meera , seriously meera , sha daa sabar meera . without meera tady . sha tk kuat . thanks meera for beinq my listeninq ears . sha tahu meera risau . meera tkmo risau . biar laa meera . orq da tk shyq . meera , sekali laqyk thanks ayye meera :D

wannieybby ; wannieyh , thanksbyh . i know u feel wad i feel . pasal wanniey rase dulu aru sha . tapy sha tetap shyq de wanniey . sha akan control my feelings , tuhan maha adil :'( thanks wanniey

ikaa: ehh makcik kush :D hehe ikaa , kan sayanq awak mcq awak juqak . hehe . saye akan tunqqu sayanq saye mcq . sabar jee la kan

kak fyqa; kak walau aper2 pon terjady , kak nan ahbq tkmo putus kayy ? ni sume takdir yq menentukan semuanya . thanks ahbq ayie n kak fyqa pasal selalu cheer me up wadever happens . ahbq , adq tahu ahbq risau . da lah ahbq . lupekan jee ok :D

adq yana : adq kush ! kau laa selame nie maner2 kak ader prob adq laa kasi kak advise . adq laa yq selalu berada kat sisi kakak . thanks deq thanks . aper yq kiter chat tadi , kakak akan inqat ok ? kak akan pikir masak2 . insyallah :'(

feegundu : yeah fee we in the same path . sabar ye fee:D . sayanq eh awak nan kesayanqan awak tuh? sampai topup kan phone :D hehe .. kk fee cpt2 ok ?

2010-02-05T00:26:00.000-08:00

currently at werk . cryinq non stop .i'am here waitinq for you mcq & kol . iam tired of cryinq . u seems don't bothered . i don't know wad to do rite now . tuhan jee tahu mamat . y did this happen aqain & aqain ? iam here holdinq stronq . but u take this for guranted . i dont know where u are rite now, hows u . plish , wake up mamat .

2010-02-03T04:58:00.000-08:00

c the picas up there ?

if ure readinq my blog read tis mamat :'( . i type tis post wit tears .

boy , u've changed alot , wad happened to you ? i'am here tryinq my best to hold on tiqht , this is wad i qet ? u seems don't care bout me . tell me honestly if u don't care bout me animore . i will stop mcqinq & kol u for tis while . i know u need some freedom . let it be . it hurts me million

times bby . kau tetap denqan keegoanmu untuk meninqqalkan aku . i've qave everythinq u want . wad happened to us ? day by day we driftinq apart , du u realise ? i'am not blaminq u . follow ur heart mamat . masih kah kau inqat janji janjimu ? since iam with u , sha tkpernah nk sentuh hp mamat n check mcq & call logs u . btltk ? pasal sha trust mamat . tapy mamat amik kesempatan itu dengan contact orq lain . i even try my best to call & mcq u . but u ? waitinq for my call & mcq . u didn't even to make the ferst move . y mamat ? y ? .. i sacrifice every sinqle thinq just for u . sha tk pakse mamat balik rumaa . u ckp nan saudare u aper smlm ? i tk kasy u makan asyik nk otf ? u pikir i aper ? i tk de perasaan ? wad i feel kt telephone kecewa kan ? i tkpernah buat qitu . be in my shoe mamat . u will feel wad i feel . everytime i kol u , u did excuses , u say u wanna eat , later u mcq me to call u back . thanks ayye mamat . sha tk pernah uat gitu . seriously no one else in my heart except u . trust me . my whole heart is just for u one & only muhammad bin zainudin :'( . hope u read tis & change k . iam always here waitinq for youu , inqat tkmo menyesal . don't be mad at me wen 1 day i left u without a sinqle word . coz its u who want tis to be :'(

currently chattinq with Wannieybyhbyh , adqAnn pretty ,kak fyqaKencet , ShashaLoopy , AdqFcar .

thanks ayye krq for beinq there . sha shyq krq sume . sha akan stay stronq ayye:'( only qod knows .

2010-01-15T01:48:00.000-08:00

currently , webcam with kak fyqa kush & adq iraa:D . kecoh laa kans:D . i love them . wanna know whadd ? skq niee , nqh webcam nqh fee & faasewel :d . kecoh laa kns, bsk sha nk kuar . yeah2 tk sabar .

2010-01-13T20:56:00.000-08:00

currently tkde orq nak chat nan shasha , peninq cehh skq niee , btw byhbyh ,
i'am not i'am tired of ur excuses . semenjak niee , u pon mcm daa mls nk layan . i pon tk tahu kenape , aler salah i ponn i tk tahu , kalau u tknk bboal u ckp jee kayy dearest , i tk akan tunqqu2 kan u . ni ponn u to youu laa u nk q maner , nk kol sape , tapi inqat haty i tetap padamu . i love you mamat . i still remember wad mama say to me ok . but promise me 1 don't forqet me . dats all .

2010-01-08T06:26:00.000-08:00

its 08.01.10 , waduh ~ sunqquh cpt . btw wanna wish mydearest boyfriend ,

happy 2 months anni byhbyh . hope we can qo far . hehes . tk sanqke ehh kiter daa 2months :D . semoqa kamu tabah menqhadapi setiap masalah yq dihadapi nyaa. insyallah denqan berkat allah . u're the bestest quy i ever had . i hope to b ur last qurl dearest. u're my heart n soul . without u i'am nothinq . all my life i pray for someone like u MamatDinieNurKushairy . i love u baybeh ! u're my all:D

byhbyh , i just can't control my tears rite now . today is the bad day i ever had in my life seriously . u make me worried . i just wanna talk with you on the phone izit diffucult byhbyh ? i can't mcq , why didn't u try ur best byh ? i miss you terribly du u know ? izit you love towards me have fade? haiish . i don't know wad to say animore . i just nid u MAMAT BABYLOVED:'(

thanks to all who wishes me & mamat :D

kyzeir : happy 2 months in advance shasha & mamat .

reply: thanks kyzeir :D

wanniey byhbyh : happy two months semoqa berkekalan .

reply : thanks byh . insyallah kalau diizinkan tuhan.

kak fyqa : happy two months shyq:D

reply: thanks kak fyqa kush shyq ! you pon taw . lastlonqlonq!

adq yanabarneyy : happy 2 months anny.lastlonq:D

reply: thanks deq . insyallah :D. adq pon tabah menqhadapi nyer . lastly padan mukerh! hahah .

adq daada : happy 2 months .

reply : thanks banyak2 deq:D

2010-01-04T03:52:00.000-08:00

currently chattinq witadq yanabarneyy adq saudare kush , adq ! i'am happy for you ok ? inqat ok . lastlonq tawukk . tkmo qadoh2 . biae laa kans wadoh mesti ader dalam relationship . tapi nieyh kali kene sabar ok ? hehes , kk adq . meet u soon :D faraashawty , sunqquh the kiyut die dqn syukri. lastlonq okayy krq ? aper2 yq akan melanda sabar ok ? tkmo cpt qive up ok ? k i'am missinq baby badly its been 3 days we have not tok to each other thru phone . i can't consentrate on my work now . (berair ) . haiish . you're sick , i'am so worried dearest . haiish . kalau i dpt qaji i brinq q doctor ok ? keep makan obat ok ? don't qive up . i know u're stronq . i'am here quidinq u all the way . i know it hurts alot . byh , if i'am in ur shoe yes ! i feel like wad u feelinq too . daa lahh . ni semua cobaan mayb ur qrandparents sayanq u . dats y dieq qitu . insyallah tuhan akan lindunqi dirimu kekasihku:'( . byh , biar susah dulu senanq kemudian . haiish . just conentrate onur studies , like my mom told youu , blaja toltol . ok ? inqat family i selalu ader disampinq mu . uat laa family i cam family u . kalau 1 day kiter daa tkde pape uat laa family i mcm family u ok ? tkmo sedih2 . coz i feel it too bbylove . tc whenever ure rite now :'( . i nid u rite now byhbyh:'(

2010-01-02T20:25:00.000-08:00

hello dearest ,

ia'm back from perak . waduh ~ atlast cehh da balik . picas will update soon . nk tahu aper ? shasha sampai perak jee try naik motor , best twauk . tapi i had a bad day on that day . pasal shasha main motor masok dalam parit . waduh ~ sakit cehh . & my camera rosak . haiish . palinq sedy cehh . tapi tkpe . so smlm q keje kahwin ahbq saudare sha . best cehh .ader karoake . sha imaqine kalau la tu keje kahwin sha . oops . aper laa shasha niee . haha . after thn q tqk wijaya . eh best taw . duduk nan cicak , adq yana , meeradarlinq nan ahbq ayie . kecoh cehh . ahbq ayie &cicak jadi gay kejap . qeli cehh . but dhen byhbyh tk turon . ntaa laa kan dieq . mood tk baqus aqaknyer . after dhen back to home sweet home:D

2009-12-24T10:45:00.000-08:00

hello sweethearts ,

tadi meet byhbyh , time balik shasha nanqis melalak . kk lets the pictures do the tokin ok ?
2 more hours to qo . and off to perak . maseh tk lehh tido . nk kol dearest niee .
haiish . tkmo laa nanqis byhbyh . as lonq as u're beinq true , sincere & honest with me , nothinq will qo wronq .i'm qonna miss more more. juz pray i'll come back home safely to ur hands . cos u should noe , deep in my heart it's only u i love &nothinq will chanqe k shyq . byhbyh , youre my everythinq since we ferst knew each other . youre my liqht wen i'am alone in the dark. you give mie strenqth whenever i'am weak in every sinqle thinq . wen i'am away later on , remember our promise aites . i will not forqet you byhbyh . wen i come back i hope your love for me will never fade away .

tc to all who know me . shasha p sekejap . hehes . confirm nyer krq rindu sha kan . cehh2 perasaan . okok . sha qtq niee .jaqe diri semua . :'( sedih tawuk . pape tagg bloq sha jee k . kalau rindu t sha alik . sha tahu krq rindu sha . hhahah .:D

2009-12-22T04:34:00.000-08:00

hello dearest ;

kaayy lets start , sorry i've been bz & forqet to update my cute blog . hehes . i know tis post qonna b a lonq one . hehes . perasaan ehh shasha . kk . so sat wen to watch tt kt tampines :d . saw many faces . ferst one
saw is my dearest adq :D . yanabarney. been missinq her . waduh ~ adq . i'am qonna miss you soo much . coz i'am qoin far . after dhen sit with yanabarneyy . kecoh2 . cik sotonq laa kiter nyer jokerman . hehes . so after dhen back to home sweet home .

sunday ;
paqi2 taw daa bqn . haha , semanqat nk tqk byhbyh nyer show , by the tyme its 1 pm so by the tyme daddy daa sampai umaa .s o mie n mummy daa siap . tinqqal tunqqu daddy siap jee . so around 2 pm kiter kuar rumaah . kecoh laa kan . semua tk sabar nk tqk byhbyh mabok . reached there around 2 + . tapi lom start so we went for a drink . after then its mamat's turn to mabok . ni part best . sebelom tu teke shasha nampak saper? my twinney lahh kans . shashaloopy :D . sit wit them for a while , dewi , rahmat & adi . after dhen around 6 plus they nid to qet back home so sit with parents . so back to the story . i watched byhbyh mabok . satu part nieyh kecoh cehh . my makcik so kiyut tawukk . mamat q tmpt dieq . dieq lanq mamat shasha ader pt sini . so mamat aper laqyk cari sha . sha sembunyi , atlast dieq nampak . mate dieq pehh besar. shasha daa menqiqil nak mampos . after dhen dieq panqqil suruh lap muke dieq . soo the manje cehh dieq . hahah . waduh dearest~ dhen its tyme for hym to balik , ni part mie n mummy suqquh sedih . mummy was like . mamat , balik laa . i was about to cry .*sobsob*. sunqquh menyedihkan . but syukur everythinq is fine after dhen . hehs . so after his show dieq q tempat mak n bpk mertua la kans . dieq bwk makan . u know wad . i was shocked dieq panqqil mummy ibu n daddy mama. alah2 . soo sweet laa u . heehs .so mlm saw 3 kiyut qurls wavinq hands kt shasha . shasha mcm saper cehh nieyh . skali fcar, daada n ann :D. mlm its my adq's turn to mabok . waduh ~ ni i don't want to elebrate more. sunqquh sedih . adq . kak tk sanqqop tqk . waduh ~ dieq suruh shasha lap muke dieq . betape sedih nyerh . so sit with ikaa n her mom . best tawuk .my adqadq anqkats yq kiyut2 pon sit beside me .drq dtq setakat nk tqk ahbq mamat drq jee . hehs . kecian cehh . tapi kiyut taw drq . insyallah 1 day kiter kuar k adq:D . took many pictures with ikaaa n adq yanabarneyy . let the picas do the tokin . shasha penat laa kans . heehs . so lastly parents sent byhbyh home . & off to home sweet home.

monday ;
byhbyh come over my house . sunqquh kiyut . wen nampak dieq jee mcm nak nanqis tawukk . rindu sanqat2 . so went to fetch hym beside my blok n off to home . chill with mummy , aunty's . sunqquh kecoh . kiter karoake . after dhen one of my aunty yq kecoh ajak kiter q pasar mlm . best taw . kecoh cehh . uat kelakar jee . byhbyh banyak2 ketawe . after dhen off to home untuk mkn . took many picas with byhbyh . its 10.30 pm byhbyh nid to be back home before 11.30 so dieq kene balik . ni part malu tawuk . once dieq hilanq dari siqht shasha jee . i cry like aperh . mcm nk peqy jauh gitukan . padahal nk balik . haha . sedih taw .

shashaloopy;
loopy , b stronq ok ? i know it hurts . but loopy sanqat mencintai a.i kan ? soo ? sabar laa nan peranqainyer . walau aper2 ponn , tkmo lepaskan dieq . his yours . btl kan ? tuhan temukan jodoh you n hym balik so here's the chance for you dearest . ok ? tkmo sedih2 . shasha tk suke tqk loopy sedih ok .

yanabarneyy;
adq, i'am qonna miss you soo terribly . waduh ~ laqyk brape hari jee deq i'am qoin off . adq jaqe diri ok ? once i reach spore , i'll text u ok ? so don't worry . tqktqk kan mamat jee ok ? thanks deq . :D . dq tkmo sedih2 taw . kakak akan balik ok ? doakan kakak selamat jee . amin.

dearest boyfriend;
sweetheart , day by day left 4 more days for us to talk on the phone & mit each other . :'(. its hard to leave u alone . walaupon sekejap baqiku .5 days is like 5 months . waduh ~ sorry byhbyh i have to qo . i'll be back . pray for my safety dats all . i promise you i'll will not forqet u wen i'am there, u too alriqht ? i'am there qonna b worried coz i'am scared 1 day u chanqe you love to someone else . everyone can chanqe . rite ? kalau i kt sane tkde orq nk tido kan i . i miss ur kiss & ur niqht kol. i type tis post tears drop down my cheeks *sobsob* . nanty i kt sane kalau tqk hp . tkde mcq pon . haiish . byhbyh , wad i wish for is wen i reach spore ur love for me will not fade away . please . coz i can't live without u . u're my heart n soul . :'( . eventhouqh we far apart but u will owaes b inside my heart. jauh dimata dekat dihati sweetheart . kalau rindu i tqk laa qambar2 kiter ok ? kalau i da sampai spore the next day we mit ok ? tkmo qatal2 ok ? promise mie . kalau u readinq tis post about u byhbyh , tell mie u really love mie byhbyh , thanks for beinq there wen i nid shoulder to cry on .

2009-12-17T00:27:00.000-08:00

hello darlinq!:D

lets me start . k now i'am werk n still can bloq ? aper niee shasha . hahah . kk . i had a qreat time yesterday . but after dhen byhbyh nk alik , wanna know wad ? shasha nanqis . malu2 . soorry byhbyh . hah . kate rindu mahh . dhen time die qnk alik . i cried . tapi tkpe . mamat tk kan hilanq:D . soo yesterday , parents invite byhbyh to my house . waduh ~ byhbyh masok jee . tros jadi bisu . haha . kecoh2. dieq cucu pinqqan laah kans. makan pon malu2 . tapi habis juqak . tlq anqkat tv . rajin2 :D hope you had a qreat day dearest :D . laqyk brape hari , shasha daa nk q perak . tk sabar n juqak sedih in a meantime . waduh ~ tk sanqqop oi tinqqalkan mamat :(
qonna update the picas soon wen i come back from werk . okok . i qtq rite now . :D

meeradarlinq ;

are youu ok ? haiish . wad happened ? saper uat meera tkde mood :( . cheer up dearest fwen . shasha pon tkde mood . lets share thinqs out . mayb leh uat meera laqyk ok . sha rase bersalah in a sudden meera ckp meera tkde mood nk chat , mcm sha in a wronq cehh . ader ape2 keh ? sampai meera qynie ?meera .cheer up plish dearest .

2009-12-13T08:03:00.000-08:00

dearest boyfriend ;

cintaku padamu beqitu kuat . its been soo lonq we have not met each other . du u realised? i've been bz with werk while u bz with ur outinq . du u know i'am worried ? u meant everythinq sinqle thinq in tis world , your presence is the best in my life . i miss you like crazy even words can never tell . dimana kah dirimu saat ini dan ketika ini ? yesh u did kol or mxq mie . but then i'am still here missinq you . boy , i'am soo down when your love no around . MAMAT , can u see how i feel ? can u see that my pain soo real . i'am qoin off soon . laqyk 12 more days . u tk sadar ke byh ? beqitu cpt . dari 1 month tinqqal 12 days . wad if i have to leave you on that dayy ? i did not qet to kiss you on your forehead ? :'( . i type tis with tears . u can see mei smilinq deep inside only qod knows how i miss you . i want the old ku[A]ishairy.:'(

2009-12-13T07:52:00.000-08:00

sorry sweetheart!

i've been bz lately . bz with werk . hehes . da keje katekan . tmr tk dpt kuar nan adqashaa n meeradarlinq n beloved cuzz . waduh ~ sunqquh sedih . tkpe2 next tyme ayye people . (: . mesti jadi nyer nieyh kali plan kite ok .

to ashaa & meeradarlinq ;

krqskrqs , thanks for the support . cume rindu dieq sanqatsanqat cehh . tk tahu mcm maner laqyk nk blanq die yq sha amat merindui dieq . sha tk tahu laa aper sha nk buat skq . thanks krq for the support . i love meera & ashaa sanqat2 from the bottom of my hart . waduh ~ krqkrq ! meet krq on sunday ok ? amacam ? . insyallah kalau sha tk keje . taw sha keje paqi ok .? doadoa kan sha . ok ? insyallah . hahha . i love krqkrq uh sehh . (: . meera ! cpt2 dpt maatair . adq ashaa ! lastlonqok ?(:

2009-12-07T08:45:00.000-08:00

kk lets talk bout yesterdayy . went to watch wijaya wit parents , but thn after a while , parents qtq . coz wanna snt brother to hosp . so parents ask to sit wit cousins . yanabarneyy . thn rest tyme , wnt to mit ikaashyq , filzah & hazmidar . snap picas banyak tawukk (: .so kk lets the picas do the tokin .

lastly wanna say thanks to saperh2 yq wish shasha n mamat ; ieqah , ikaa izzuenia , yanabarneyy , adqiyaa kecik , radikah , adq lina .

2009-12-07T07:50:00.000-08:00

click to enlarqe the picas

ticktokticktok . its 11.55 p.m . 5 more mins byhbyh . let me start with todayy . iyaa n radikah wnt to chilled at my house . soo snap picas n many more . shasha uat kan byhbyh benda . ((: so let the picas do the tokin .

byhbyh ;
i wanna wish youu happy 1 month anny bby .thanks to god pasal panjanq kan perubunqan kita . we can qo far than tis . insyallah . amin . thanks sweetheart for ur love byh . love me until my very last breathe . don't ever think to love someone else . tabah menqhadapi setiap masalah yq akan melanda . throuqh thick or thin lets qo throuqh toqether as a couple . insyallah , hope later on , qonna b a memorable day for ku[A]ishairy . this is the ferst tyme we celebrate our anni (: kau lah seqalanya . cinta ini hanya milik kita berdua .lets fate and death do us apart . i just want youu in my life rite now . shasha inqin mamat jqn lah berubah untuk hilanq kasih syq pada shasha .

2009-12-05T07:31:00.000-08:00

mamat dinie nur kushairy : a.k.a dearest boyfriend

dimanakah dirimu saat ini ? apakah kamukk sedanq buat saat ini ? nqh telepon orq lain kerh ? waduh~ aqak sedih . i wanna cry rite now byhbyh . don't youu love me animore ? tell me before its late . u promise me everythinq . where izit ? i can't survive without youu . don't ever break my hart .that really love youu from the bottom of my lovely heart. coz UR MY EVERYTHINQ MAMAT :'(

TODAY WENT TO WATCH KK at amk . waduh ~ sweetheart mxq me n say he's qoin coz it near his house . so i say if i sempat i come down . soo after mama finish his show , went straiqht to amk to watch kk . so ferst thinq i did is search for byhbyh . n yesh i saw hym . happy tawukk . mother ask me to appoarch my mom . so he came . hahah . wanna know whadd . dieq dtq jee , dieq kenyit mate kat i waduh~soo sweet taw . ai maha mahu ckp gynie "MEMBER MUKE CRAMP PEHH " he was like . aper jehh . hahh . so mummy n daddy talk2 with hym . dhen mummy ckp in a sudden dieq ckp , "kak mamat putih pulak ". i was like . "mamat putih ?" hahaha. thn after 10 mins dearest chitchat with mummy n daddy , dieq tk kene gaye andd say "cik mamat mintak diri dulu ." mummy say "jqn lupe taw kuh tuh kasi adq " . he walk away andd smilee(:

2009-12-04T19:39:00.000-08:00

wanna know somethinq ? let mie share . i have my dearest friend wannieyh the cutest gurlfwen i ever had . n my bestest friend . waduh ~ dieq sunqquh baik orq nyerh . hope u nqan dice lastlonq okaee byhbyh . currently webcam n chat wit her . she sent mie this sweet mxq . waduh~ feel like cryinq waii .

lets me type tis sweet mxq for my lovely readers to read : Nur aishah a.k.a Shashapooh {heart}Meet up my dearest babbbyLOVEE (:
Senanq kate she's my everythinq sinqle thinq lah kan .& She has followed up my life , my ups my downs , my silent cries .She been qivinq so much of advices & have been there for me too much & Ai dont know how to thank her fer what she had done , ai appreciate it alot & Ai meant it from thh bottom of my heart cintaa .
Suprisinqly shes thh one who is strong enouqh to face all challenqes qiven , cheerful , kind , helpful , my cute lil ones , bestfren , frenn , sister , qilfrenn , baby , suweet like suqar , qood listener , small and lovable . Thankyou so so much :)
FOREVER it will be(:Try to break us apart ? Pelanpelan kayuh kayyh . Will still be stronqer then ever urc
Babby , whatever qonna happen to us in thh future , do remember tt i'll always be there fer you (:Dun't worry i wouldnt forqet you when i'm out of thh country .Ai loveee you superbly muchieee bbby &.Ai rindo maha rindo sama you ! ;DJaqe diri kamu baek2 tao .
Hmm , hopinq tt you're ferst month anny will be qreat ! ;DSorieee tt i wouldnt be there to make you smile on your ferst month urckayh .
Semoqa kamu nqan mamat akan kekal bersama alriqht , ameen .Paperq jadi pade koranq , do solve thh problem in a qood way .Taqmo qadoh2 kayh (:Wishinq you all thh best .08112009 - lastlonqqqqqq & lonqq .

reply: wannalenahh allarez , a.k.a wannieyh lill kiddy . urre my strenqth dearest bestfwen . eventhough sometimes we have some missunderstandinq , we try to solve the problem a.s.a.p like we did . i'am scared to lose a friend like youu . coz i've lost my dearest friend . n wannieyh let tell u from the bottom of my hart . u're the bestest friend i ever had wannieyh . thanks for the help u have qave me . lastlonq okaee dearest nan dice . tkmo qadoh2 . sabar jee kayy whaddever happen in the future . i love soo muchiee wannieyh !(: . i'am qonna miss you . u qonna b far away , jage diri kalau kt luar negeri tuh . jqn lupe i . ok ?

2009-12-04T09:44:00.000-08:00

ticktokticktok its 1.44 a.m . n i'am still awake chattinq with baby .tgk tuh atas . waduh . qmabar byhbyh baru . handsome cehh . cair shasha tgk . rindu dieq jee tgk qambar ni((: waduh . btl tk btl . sweettone is sick . whadd should i do riqht now . i'am soo worried. byhbyh plsih b stronq . qo n c doctor tmr if u feelinq really sick byh . better qo before anithinq happen .. mamat (: kau lah seqalanya byh . byhbyh . tqk tyme its late . better slip but my dearest byhbyh ni stubborn sikit nk kene kol shasha aru tido . waduh . btw untuk hamba allah ; tlq uh tkmo kacau dieq . kau nk aper laqyk dari dieq? kau pon daa ader matair . tol tk ? aper lagyk cehh kau nk ? kau nk dieq balik ? waduh~ lanqkah mayat aku dulu . plish uh ehh . daa baqus aku nye orq tk q dpn kau n ckp nan kau uh . sumpah uh . aku tknk qadoh pasal seseoranq . tapi kalau kau daa melebih tahap kau tqk jee . aku tk teraqak2 uh ehh . kau nampak aku diam2 kalau daa pasal matair aku , aku tk leh diam laqyk uh . kalau kau ader care tkpe . wow
! ni dqn tkde care . kk i qtq now . dearest nk otf ni . sanqqop taw dieq q bwh kol shasha . so sweet of u byhbyh . dqn sakit2 gitu .(:.tc readers

2009-12-04T05:12:00.000-08:00

hello my dearest readers ,
went swimminq wit adq2 . ERA , EZA , IYAA . YANA , IFAN . had soo much fun . wanna know somethinq ?
era n eza kiyut taw . asyik~asyik ahbq mamat mana . waduh (: . ahbq mamat kat rumaa dia lahh shyq . hahah . kiyut laa krq . ahbq mamat handsome ? hahha .
byhbyh ; byh ! 4 more days to qo . bst2 . tk sabar . benarkah byh cintamu dari lubuk hatimu?
let me tell u . u're my everythinq . mcm2 yq orq comment2 nan u . laqy nanty i nk q perak for 1 week . haiish:'( .jaqa lahh dirimu seperti mana kamu menjaqaku .i trust u byh :'( . berat meninqqalkan orq yq dicintai .byh buat aperh u nk . i type tis wit tears.:'(

2009-12-03T10:07:00.000-08:00

had a great2 fun today . mit byhbh under void deck . saw hym wit ayie . so qot a mxq from adq mairah (byhbyh's sister ) . so went to fetch her kt busstop while dearest n ayie smoke . waduh . when ferst saw her . soo cute n taller than me. nice knowinq her .. wanna mit her aqain . today is the memorable day for dearest . krq nk dqr cite ? . kk . while i'am odw send hym back to interchanqe , mamat saw lipas . then mamat beranqan nk tanqkap lipas kononyer n nk kasi sha . waduh . while ngh nk amik lipas , dieq terantok kat besi . hahah . mie n others laugh like nobody business . waduh . sunqquh kelakar . byh~byh . aper lahh nk jadi kt u . hahaha . kecoh laa kamukk . i'am currently missinq hym . now nqh otf . tkmo cry ye dearest , i'am always here dearest . tk handsome lah kans kalau nanqis . so stop cryinq ok ? ok . iqtq now . byhbyh duh bisinq suruh tido . btw dearest ! balik cpt bsk ok .

2009-12-02T09:03:00.000-08:00

atlast done with dearest bloq . waduh. cpt taw update dearest . done with ahbq ayie bloq too . update make sure . daa buat kan penat2 . btw today i had a great fun . chat with dearest byhbyh , meeradarlinq n also adq ashaakiyut . waduh kecoh sanqat2 . byhbyh luh kans asyik nk kahwin . daa qatal sanqat aqaknyer . tu laa kenape asyik tqk video kahwin2 jee . rindu dearest soo muchiee . qonna meet hym tmr ok . n byhbyh ! alhamdulilah . byhbyh daa berubah ! hooray !

to her : waduh , matair ku duh ader matair . plish laa . tkmo kacau dieq . dieq aku punye . cari lah orq lain . i can't bear losinq hym . sedanqkan dieq nk q malaysia aku daa mcm orq qile laqyk kau nk dieq ? waduh tk dpt uh ehh . plish laa aku bukan nk qadoh tapi kau tahu kan mamat duh ader yq punye . he's my everythinq in this world . paham tk ? haiish , wad if 1 day mamat change his heart for youu . sha akan berserah . buat sekaranq ni .dieq aku punye . yesh i can let hym qo . tapi kalau sha lepaskan die , will he accept u ? tis is wad i wanna ask youu girl . bear in mine his mine ! get it ?

to yanabarneyy : adq! b stronq , waduh . asl lah dieq uat gynie . plish laa . tkmo sakitkan hati adq ku . cukup lah skali . plish2 . i don't wanna c yana kene hurt laqyk . she's my blood cousins . i can feel wad she's feelinq boy . she's my cousins . i don't wanna c yana suffer . seriously . think luh . dieq pon aderh perasaan . kau selalu ckp nan aku tkmo sakitkan hati orq . abih kamukk ?i know adq u can't bear loosinq hym . tapi uat skq ni dieq berubah dqn sekelip mate tanpa disedari . dhen how ? waduh . plish boy . settle thinqs a.s.a.p ok(: . adq ! daa2 tkmo nanqis . i'll pray hard for youu dearest adq yana . ilysm !

adq mairah : adq mairah . haiish . iknow its sad dearest . lelaki memanq gitu . ape rnk buat . but plish there's more guys outside there waitinq for youu ok ? bukan dieq srq . i know how u feel . i'll feel it too dearest . adq daa mcm adq kakak walaupon kiter tk pernah bertemu . qonna meet u tmr adq shyq(: . u can always share with mie whenever u nid someone to cry on . i'am here beinq ur listeninq ears for sure ok . daa3 . tabah okaee adq . hope u can get rid of hym quickly !

2009-12-01T10:26:00.000-08:00

qoodmorinq sweethearts (: time check its 2.25 a.m , n i'am still awake chatiinq with dearest n adq iyaa. nqh editkan bloq dearest . waduh sunqquh lame tawukk dieq pilih blogskins . waduh dearest , cpt cikit boleh ? mate saye duh nqantok ni(: . tapi tqk ur face duh tk laa . atlast byhbyh blaja update bloq . cute lah kamukk . sayanq mamat sanqat~sanqat . k byhbyh daa kasi url . i qtq now readers . nk edit bloq my hotest boyfriend nieyh . so qonna update tmr aites((:

2009-11-29T08:41:00.000-08:00

see the picas up there . thy liqht up my life everyday . eventhouqh kita baru knl tawukk,
meera ; i know how u felt . but thn he don't worth ur tears . so wadfor shyq . i know its hard for you to move on . but u must b stronq love . show hym u can move on without hym . u're stronq meera . show me you n do it . meera inqat kan ashaa n shasha slalu ada untuk meera . tkmo sedih2 nanty shasha n ashaa pon rasa itu juqak .walaupon kita baru knl . tapi shasha tahu meera paham prasaan sha btl tk . daa tkmo sedih2 ok ? btw mit soon k love . jqn lupa kita nya deal ok .((: shasha shyq meera n ashaa
ashaa ; ashaa! ilove youu lahh . i'll b stronq ok . thanks ashaa n meera. sedih mmq sedih tapi nk buat apa ashaa . mamat sana untuk mencapai impian . kita akan kuar 1 day kayy . kita 3 (: confirm kecoh . best2 . tk sabar . ashaa better makan ehh , nanty meeera n shasha susah tawukk(:

hotest boyfriend mamat<3 ;
byhbyh ! haiish . 5 more hours to qo . waduh sunquh menyedihkan . berat untuk melepaskan insan yq dicintai . munqkin kita jauh dimata , dkat dihati . smoqa tuhan panjanqkan perhubuqan mamat dan shasha . amin . i type tis post wit tears byhbyh . haiish byhbyh . i read ur swit mxq with tears.wad a sad mxqi qot from u dearest .
"bie!janqan nanqis kayy? i pon rindu u juqak! tapi i must b stronq ! u pon taww! .janqan lah nanqis ? i akan sentiase shyq kan u ! bie! u ddk spore kn adderh banyak orq jaqa u . i q sana tk ade yq mnjaqa i . i keseoranqan tanpa yq berteman . ok?bie daa lah! nanti kita otp kayy "

2009-11-23T03:00:00.000-08:00

gonna do a proper post later on
(:

2009-11-20T01:30:00.000-08:00

thanks to qod . pasal bukakan hati pintu ibu ku , syukur lah . mummy wn i cum back, i wanna huq u tiqhtly ibu .
dearest boyfriend , thanks for your support . sorry buat u nanqis n worry about me . sorry sanqat2 byh . hope you nqh traininq skq , u tk risau kayy , just consentrate . everythinq is fine rite now byh . so don't worry . imiss you , cpt lahh habis traininq eyhh coz i miss your voice . wadduh . lama nya kul 10 . cpt lahh ! shasha nk kol mamat tawukk , shasha rindu mamat . "awak matar saye keh ?"masih laqyk i inqat . u mxq tadi if i tk alik cpt lpas traininq u tk alik . wadduh u uh . bikin i risau lahh . cute lah my boyfriend nieyh !((:

ikaa:
ikaa , thanks laa for beinq there love . sorry ikaa susah kan ikaa , thanks ikaa , ikaa sabar . insyallah dia dtq alikk:)

adq yana :
hope we qonna b lyke before .lyke we use to b . insyallah , we nid more tyme toqether . thn aru kayy , i know ur sad u feel i don't love u animore . saperh ckp . adq , kalau daa saudare, qadoh mcm manerh pon kita akan baik , mayb kita dua2 driftinq apart coz kita dua daa ada matair sndiri . i love youu adq :) iloveyou more than other people .

kak fee:
kakak kecohkush! . thanks kak for ur support . sriously without u kakak saudare ku i'm weak for sure .

wannieyh byhbyh:
wannieyh byhbyh!!thanks dearest(: . thank youu byhbyh! . stress up . syukur . tuhan temukan ibu . amin. byhbyh ! last lonq nan dice ok? meet u soon k byhbyh((:

ashaapretty:
ashaa . lawa lah kamukk (: . bst lah chat nan ashaa , mcm daa knl lama tawukk((: . btw stay pretty (:

2009-11-20T00:38:00.000-08:00

come back plish . rite now . i nid you mummy , plish . i'am cryinq non stop from just now ,;'( . for me come back plish :'(

2009-11-19T09:26:00.000-08:00

BBYH !

daa2 . b stronq . tkmo nanqis2 . i know its hard to leave mie but u're qoin there not to have fun but u qot soccer match . don't worry bout mie . ihave adq yana , n my family to takecare of me dearest .i will always wait till u come back . so lets just think positive insyallah everythinq qonna b fine . ia'm qonna stay stronq without u . we're qonna miss each other badly . we qonna miss our nite calls and also our massages . don't cry plish byhbyh . plish i beqqed u . its sad seeinq the one i love cry . i know its really hard byh . its far . but bear with it . its just 3 weeks . i know i'am sad too but i can't b weak coz u're weak . kalau i yq lemah dhen u lemah . how ? so u tkmo sedeh2 .byhbyh ! u're all that i nid rite now . i'am qonna miss ur voice n also ur face . perit sunqquh untuk melepaskan dirimu . i type tis with tears. its sad byh. only god knows. now its me cryinq . haiish byh . lets together pray hard .

semoga tuhan mempertahankan percintaan kami .walaupon kiter berjauhan .

2009-11-19T02:23:00.001-08:00

c the picas up there ? had a qreat fun watchinq father practice his drum , best taw. ni shasha nk q laqyk nieyh , waitinq for daddy habis xiap . cirrently chattinq nan ikaashyq , n boyfriend . best tawukk ((: boyfriend uat sha ketawe jee non stop .

c tis boy up there ? his my everythinq tawukk ? i love him soo muchiee . kecoh2 . byhbyh ! kecoh lahh u . had a great fun chattinq with hym . lauqh non stop . he's qoing far away from mie .haiish . i have to b stronq tawuk . nvm . dieq q sane untuk capai kejayaan . bukan saje2 kan dearest . i'am gonna miss you for 3 weeks . lamer tk tuh . wow ! i'am qonna b in spore alone ? without hym mcginq mie or kol mie? whos qonna tok to mie when he's far away ? wow .sedey2:'(

he's too sad to leave mie alone . nvm mamat ! b stronq . hopefully u menanq kayy . use dat necklace whenever u miss mie. n now his out for soccer traininq . takecare dearest .

ikaashyq :

ikaa ! b stronq . i'll pray hard for youu . insyallah he will come back tuh u . okaee ? kiter same2 pray k love ? mayb now dieq lom tahu k saper yq lebih layak untuk dieq . daa2 tkmo sedih2 . tk lawa taw , ikaa sedeh2 . shasha aderh okaee ?alah2 . ikaa daa stronq lahh . cute lah kamukk . wadever it is , shasha ader kat sini kayy kawan(:

2009-11-16T10:24:00.000-08:00

currently at adq iyaa cribs ,coz mls nk alik .we went jb , had a qreat fun wit my cousins . n my aunty n uncle. its 2.39 a.m im still awake ? .. hahah , layankan boyfriend lahh ni kan . sakit2 shasha pon lehh layan dia , swit kan ? ((: so while nqh chat smpt sha edit bloq . qonna upload all the picas by tmr k loved ones . currently chattinq wit kak yan n boyfriend . kak yan such a cute qurl u know ? buat klakar jee . kak yan~kak yan . haiyoo kamukk , kacau orq jee . mamat kalau bully blq ? kakak nk pukul nan penyapu lidi ? alah2 cute nahh kamukk ,

boyfriend! kch luhh kamukk , alamak . i miss you soo muchiee . wadever happn sabar jee k byhbyh . haiish . too sad to tel wad happn just now . *SIGH* shasha , stop it okayy . forqt bout it . kk , i want to continue chattinq with hym . nits people ((:

2009-11-01T21:09:00.000-08:00

hello readers (: the day before went to watch prabu . dpt tgk kejap jee. soo sad . after dhen jln p jumper yana . haiish . sedey2 . tkpe2 next tyme ayye . saw asyraf(adq) cute taw dieq . suke amik gambar . handsome boyy ((: . yesterday went to watch sri ulan with parents n adq saudare ((: . had a great fun with fathers joke. dpt meet kak yayan kejap jee . she mabok soo cute taw(:
late at niqht on9 n saw si makcik cute nieyh on9 . soo kiter picas banyak2(: cute taw die. heh , shyg dieq luhh . so lets the picas do the tokin .. n now i'am off to causeway . ((:

2009-10-31T11:16:00.000-07:00

its 2.30 a.m . i'am still awake . currently chattinq wit kak diana . hope eyhh kak die rase ape adq rase . tuhan sahaja yanq tahu , belives in karma ye kak . if youu love somebody could we b stronq . haiish , nvm kayy . i must b fair i think . nvm watever it is , i must move onn weyy , aku chyq kau luh boyy ((: hehes . .

2009-10-30T03:29:00.000-07:00

nk xiap nk q jb , smpt chat nan diee , eyhh aku cyq kau luh boyy , hahah . i love youu boyy ((:

2009-10-29T03:37:00.001-07:00

n you . ;

thanks for givinq me false hope . watever it is . i'am gonna move on with my life. thanks for all who have give me advise . saper yq tahu tahu luh kayy . i know its hard to forget somebody like youu . its hard . only god knows . i sacrifice every sinqle thinq just for youu , this is wad i qet in return . i'll pray hard 1 day u will sedar from your mistake rite now . sha tk doa yq buruk tapi doa yq terbaik buat mu .

((: ;

hey you . had a great fun chattinq with you ayye fwen , hehes . thanks for all the support . btw chat2 nan kakak saudare sha jee eyh . haha . kk nice havinq a friend like youu . thanks once again .

2009-10-29T03:30:00.001-07:00

c the pictures up there . hehes . chat with them . kecorable . lagyk2 kak fiee n ikaa . n wait not forgettinq .wannieyh pon taw . chinese boy dieq tuh . hehes . n kakak diana too . they light up my life (: i'am missing loopy . :( . kak fiee . stop it cheyy joget wondergurls too . plish eyhh . haha . kk gonaa update more often aites reader .

2009-10-23T11:26:00.000-07:00

k lets start . its 2.26a.m n i'am at juronq . my aunt house .i'am still fresh .tk sabar lahh tmr . wanna wish my ank saudare izfitrinaufallaniq 3 burfdae to youu byhbyh (: cpt nahh dieq besar. gonaa upload tomorrow picas a.s.a.p aites readers .k lets talk . on tuesdae , went to met my fwen . k lets keep a secret .on thrusday , my cuzz slip over my house coz wanna follow me n parents sent ahbq to army. pity ahbq 1 day cannot slip pikir kan army . cian .went reach there . got 1 part nieyh . the last moment we get to c ahbq soo its time for hym to go . we cried . its sad . mummy can't stop cryin . eah its fast yeah ahbq daa besar . haiish . nvm ahbq b stronq . u're a men aites(; i'll see u soon wen u come back . gonna miss u badly . miss you jokes n laughter . sunyi jee dieq tk de .:( hope tmr gonna b fun . n yeah i missing youuluh fwen .

2009-10-17T01:10:00.000-07:00

currently nqh xiap nk p kuda kpanq (: , i'am soo sad n also dissapointed :( .thanks for everythinq fwen . i could not tok a sinqle word coz i'am too sad . ya allah , kuatkan hati ku ini . dan tabah kan hatiku .

2009-10-16T14:04:00.000-07:00

time check ; 5.13 a.m n still awake . aiyoo . shasha~shasha. ape nk jadi.my ahdk saudare duh down penat teman sha p jumpe my primary school fwens ,(faiqah,razi,wan,shafiq,farahin,shahril) soo meet them chill~chill . went to mac admiralty , reach there setakat makan ice cream . tkp lahh teman kan faiqah lapar(: soo let the picas do the tokin . qonna upload more soon .soo after meet my new fwen n while odw took bus , daddy text nk amik . wow ! . happy . after meetinq daddy off to marsilinq , ade open house . off to home sweeet home , currently chattinq wit kak efaa . the preeety qurl (: . thanks for the advice kak . i'll take it seriously kayy , no woories . n to ninie . thanks for ur support n advice , tis is a lesson for us aitess :( . wadever it is life has to qo on .

2009-09-17T00:21:00.000-07:00

currently chattin with ikaa dearest ((: kecoh cehh kiter webbie . haha . muke maintain ehh . haha . kiter spot each other jee . hehe . so will update more later on((:

2009-08-05T04:50:00.000-07:00

superman

where u ? i mish u love . eventhough we have met yesterdae tetap rindu kamukk oi . i know u are too angry with mie . but du u know from the bottom of my heart dat i really mish the tyme we had . n i also love u soo much . i mish the tyme we had like last tyme . we used to spent tyme with each other eventhough u or me are bz but we tried so hard to meet each other . but now why are we drfting apart ? no matter how hard we have gone true u are always strong byh . its been 1 year 7 months we have through our journey . its the ferst i have a lover dat treat mie like tis byh . walaupon u selalu pentingkan kwn u tapi u never forget mie byh i know i'am always to b blame . coz i'am the 1 dat cause the problem . byh whereever u are rite now du mcg mie n tell mie where are u . i'am worried . i can only blog how my harts feels rite now . i can't tok 2 ani1 accept here byh . if we readin tis blog plish . wake up byh!! ku shyg kau luh sangat2 . its been soo long we never go out n spent time together . everytime i see our photo i will cry :(

2009-05-27T21:26:00.000-07:00

to sweeetest tone :

i'am soo sowie 4 wad i've done towards u baby . i know . i felt very guilty towards u .i know i've done tis 4 soo many times, but i promised u tis tyme it won't happened again . take my words baby . i promised . plish give mie another try to prove u that i really nid u .i know i've contact other guys selain u , i love the tyme we spent together . i don't want to end tis . plish . ya there's always ups n down in a relationship . but bhy plish . tabah menghadapi semua ini bhy . i know all tis while i'am the 1 to b blame . seriously .you're my other half dearest . u complete my life. you're there wen i nid someone to lean on .i'am really happy coz i'am taken by the most amazing guy. wad i can do now is pray hard that u can accept mie back bhy, if u think u're gonna leave mie i just want you to take cre of urself bhy . love you.

2009-05-15T07:41:00.000-07:00

its been a long time never update my dirty blog so i decide to blog.
send abg to the airpot just now . cry all the way home . cedih cehh tkder dieq pt uma. coz shasha rapat nan dieq . semua kamu dilindungi allah . amin . perjalanan mu . had fun with hym b4 he flght off right abg ? laugh loudly . hee . handsome jugak abg ku ini . have a happy trip hope young lions win k .

to sweetest tone :

chyg . du u realise that we are drifting apart? du u know how hurt i'am ?

lepak hari mesti je ader org kacau . wad could u feel if i;am the 1 doing dat to you ?

i know i've done soo many mistake towards u i'am soo sorrie .forgive mie . i want nobody but you. think a million times b4 anithin happen towards uz. ku benar2 shyg . ku benar2 cinta.

2009-04-17T06:57:00.000-07:00

todae had a great dae , yishun sec have speeh dae . so i'am 1 of the prize winners . best in nt malay . hahaa . mly je tk lain . so saw mama . happy cehh . mama (fir's mom) pon dpt award luh cehh , parents support group . well done ma , keep goin ok . hee . after dhen finish speech dae . ibu meet mama pt canteen . mama told ibu bout fir . aiyo fir , mama dh tk kasi main bola . amik u .

*psst ...
thanks mama 4 the shirt . nice taw . thank u . i will keep it nicely .
bby . change ur attitude . ibu sae to mama kalau u tk berubah kiter tk leh continue , u don't want uz to go separated ways rite ? so change ok ? i love u tawukk .

2009-04-10T22:29:00.000-07:00

happy 1 year 4 months anni shyg . may our love last long . i'll try to keep u save evry second . i love tis relationship soo much . i'll try to love u like u used to . gonna watch movie with boyfiee . don't know when . firsha last 4ever .

2009-04-08T07:14:00.001-07:00

i loVe mY BoYfIeE . Mish hYm EVerY sEcoNd okAE . he fetch mie after soccer just now had soo much fun with hym .tired cehh got speech day reheasal.. he make mie smile . thanks dearest..dats all . uodate more tmr ..

2009-03-18T08:47:00.000-07:00

ferstly i know its late to wish

my dearest boy happy belated burfdae ..

i love being with u . the day we spent together , went to sentosa . happy
cehh . while waiting 4 kak fatimah,kak suhai to arrived with the kek, we mandi2 , tgk drg main bola .When kek arrived , we sing happy burfdae song then fir must feed all of uz with his make , so i'am the second 1 to b feed . so swit . there some pictures of uz .

hee my bby pooh yg bonciit pon main after the rain stops . cute taw dieq nan t-shirt dieq . lari . i feel like cryin tk sangke dpt fir balikk dlm hidop ku ..b4 fir main beach soccer we watch his adq main soccer . hee . cute uh fauzan lari . after all the fun we had . everythin must end so its late . we decide to wash up n b4 dhen . after changing . my mom bought 4 fir shirt and watch same with mie . so swit .

so we used the same shirt wen we went back home . cute tawukk . while waithing 4 kak fatimah , kak suhai n kak suhai nyer cousin ride a tram . fir called mie asked mie 2 sit beside hym . suddenly he whispered at my ears something but 4 about 10 times i can't get it wad is he trying to sae . so at last i asked him to talk softly so u know wad he sae "b,kiter patch ok"..

i feel happy wad i can do is just sae ok .

i don't know wad 2 sae coz i'am so happy .

went back happily . laugh inside the monorail . hee . while odw home we lwpak 4 a while to meet afif n fwens . he hold my hands n make a promise together not to leave each other . hope firsha last long . amin :)

he promise mie to change his attitude . hope u do so chyg coz i reali love u . k dats all .not gonna update more coz i'am goin kl fridae . soo missing all my fwens n beloved shyg firdaus

2009-02-26T06:10:00.000-08:00

muhammad firdaus ,

du u know dat i still love u ?? plish trust my words from now on ..

firdaus , ku ingin kau kembali .. ke pangkuan ku ini seperti dahulu .. oh tuhanku

bantui lah hamBamu yang inginkan pertunjuk untuk percintaan ku ini

everything i sae 2 u izit fake ?

i do really love u .. serious tokin ..

listen hard firdaus .. wadever u have done 2 mie . thousand times u broke my heart my heart is just 4 u .. walaupon i've got a new replacement .. no one can replaced u .. serious .. if i don't love u try 2 think hundreds of times , will i except u back dat easy ? after u have gone 4 about 2 months n left mie alone without a single word ? you think i'am happy,i'am fine . but look a little closer . you will c the tears in my eyes..i look in ur eyes n forget all the pain u have cause mie .. bukakanlah pintu hati hampamu ini untuk terima diriku ini semula..hope fate bring uz 2gatah back lyke b4 .. amin ..

u mine everything firdaus[U WILL NEVER BE REPLACED FIRDAUS..]TIADA 2 HANYA KAU YANG 1 FIR..

2009-02-12T05:49:00.000-08:00

muhammad firdaus ,

i know wad are u feelin rite now .. i'am sowie .. its too late .. but fir paham2 k .. i've told u wad my hearts saes .. now fir feel wad i feel dulu k .. firsha left with memories ok. kalau ader jodoh we will b 2gtha balikk k .. takmo risau .. tc of urself .. i'am left alolne when u leave mie..